by Agent Balti »
08 Jan 2011 12:51
But Wimb, when you lay out our squad, like you have done, any club in any division could almost do the same thing in relation to everything else and big themselves up accordingly. In my view, and I've probably said this many a time over my (limited) HNA time, the worse thing a football fan can do is COMPARE. The best thing about football is that after all that comparing, it's still 11 v 11. We compare our current team vs the 106 team, we compare ourselves against what our rivals are doing and it's all bloody moot.
What I believe, 'our' disillusionment (and I guess I speak for the likes of Royal Lady, Harpers So Solid and Victor) is that the club doesn't have a 'soul'. It doesn't CARE about the fans, as long as they turn up. It doesn't care how we feel if we do or don't sign a striker. It doesn't care if we feel there's no investment or not. It doesn't care if we stopped going en masse when we sold our best player (and best player for an awful long time) in Sigurdssn. (Not that we stopped going en masse, as previous mentioned we're so very Home Counties and passion-less in our support.)
It's just football by numbers. If, as we perceive him to be, Madejski does not want the club and would sell in a heartbeat, then this permeates down the chain. If Madejski doesn't want the club, he's clearly not prepared to CARE enough for us to be promoted. He'll do what he thinks is viable but won't CARE enough go with his heart. That went a long time ago. If the Chairman doesn't CARE then why should anyone else? It's basic psychology. Why wouldn't Madejski want promotion? Well, that's not quite correct. He wants it, but he doesn't want the anathema of inflated salaries, bonuses, clauses. He wants football as it was 20 years ago, when it was 'cheap'. He wants the best of both worlds. He wants to be adored, but he doesn't want to pay for it. Seriously, when we do see Madejski? When we're doing well. When we want answers, we get Hammond. What answers do we get? Answers from the School of Mediocre and Non-Committed. What do we hear when our manager is asked about signings "Well, if we want someone, we'll see what's in the pot and there's not a lot in the pot, in fact, I've not seen the pot in a while. Has anyone seen the pot?" It's all bullshit.
Maybe that's the 'modern game'...but if it is, it sucks. It's too expensive for one, and that's the problem in all aspects. As a fan it's 'if I can AFFORD it' and less about having a laugh, a sense of belonging, a sense of Reading FC being me and me being Reading FC. I loved having the banter with my RFC friends and I miss it, I really do...but I just can't feel attached to the club as I once did.
That, married with the 'modern' players malaise of actually making US, the fan, feel a part of something, has gone. When there was a sense of 'community' with the club, we had players like Phil Parkinson turn up to fan arranged events like the Curry Night. Phil CARED. He didn't need to turn up, he didn't have to - it wasn't one of these very PC 'go see the little kids at the 'Whitley School for the Illiterate photo opportunity' where they are contractually obliged to...he came purely on his own volition. Could I imagine any of the current team taking the time to do that now? I couldn't. I honestly couldn't. Again, that's not just RFC, it's everywhere.
All in all, what am I bleating about? There's a lack of passion, a lack of care, not a dereliction of duty, just no gusto or will to be better, to succeed, to move on. It's 'do what we can with what we can.' There's no imagination or dream...it's stale. Madejski saved us, sure, but things have to move on, be different, be bold. We are told the team spirit is 'sky high'...well thank the lord something is, as there little 'spirit' coming from the management (and I mean 'management' as in board.) The shite we are told pre-season after pre-season is purely transparent, we are never told the truth but people buy into this 'well run club' bollox time and time again. So well run, we needed to sell a player for our highest fee ever (and probably one of the highest fees for a club of our stature EVER) to actually survive, apparently.
Last I checked, I went to football because it was entertainment, a sense of belonging, a desire to be better, be the best, to make our community love their team, to be a fabric of something much, much bigger than a stadium and a team and its manager. No, it's about a spreadsheet and a set of figures and if that doesn't tally up then we're screwed...and that, is where I believe the OP is coming from. It's always about what we can't achieve, not what we can. And when you dig deeper, for us 'oldies', the love has been drained for RFC as it's not about what it used to be about.